Father's Day is a weird day for me.... These statement are in no particular order, just thoughts and feelings!
'D' aka PA, He is a wonderful step-dad and PA. He loves unconditionally and was always there at all of the our 'stuff' and continues with the grandkids. He and G are amazing, generous loving people. He VERY-RARELY misses Chase's games and steps in to keep score or whenever it is needed. D, I appreciate you all that you put up with....mom going all over the world for us, games, awards, borrowing stuff and just going with the flow! You mean the world to me! Thank you for loving us!
I miss my dad....the older I get I realize that things happen and sometimes you just move from day to day and then you realize it has been a year (this just happened to me with my friend Tori..she is 2 mins from me, yet it has been a year....I'm a horrible friend) anyway. I miss not being a 'Daddy's Girl' and be able to relate to the father and daughter songs. But maybe there will be a time that I can repair that relationship...time and distance is difficult.
Ronnie~ this is the hardest part for me! I have not been able to write much about him. The pain is much too great...he was the guy I called for ANY advice!! From regular stuff to parenting to whatever!! When I would call the house to talk to Nanc, I would talk with him for about 10 mins before even talking with her. We would talk about anything and everything. I loved those moments. Chase and I have spent more times than I can count with them. Those that know me, know what he means to me. There have been moments since April 22th, that I've needed his advice and cried when I see his name in my phone. There is a huge hole in my heart. He was a friend as well as he loved me like his own. He loved Chase and loved my new family as well. The people that didn't like him were jealous of his qualities that he possessed and really just wanted to be like him--i'm not saying that to be mean but it is true and i believe it with all my heart! HE IS ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING, GENEROUS, LOYAL, SMART, KIND AND LOVING COACH and MAN! Vo5~~i miss you, your laugh, your jokes and just that crazy grin you would give me!
love you!
Edgar is another male in my life that makes me know that God does exist.I think is an angel on earth..there are those who God has given him that blessing. He will tell you that he has not be perfect in his life...as a husband or a dad but he will tell you that it is never to late. He makes me smile just being around. His genuine kindness and love for my family is very appreciate. I always love hearing "STOP BY NOW, YA HEAR" I've been hearing that now for 18 years and I love it every time. Edgar loves his family and friends and enjoys just talking and sipping on coffee. I appreciate him and his entire family!
Sam~ this is another relationship that I cherish. I can't wait until he moves closer and I get to see him more often. I enjoy our time together when he comes to Florida...even though it causes him tremendous stress when he is here.....i feel horrible for that but I love him and the unconditional love he has for me. We are all better for having him in our lives....Like D, Sam stepped in to help raise kids that were not theirs but blood but loves the same...You both will have extra jewels in your crowns in heaven for choosing women with kids. My favorite thing to hear or see written from him is LOVE YA KID... Sam, I love you!
I am thankful that Ricky and Chase are doing better...that is my one wish is that their relationship is one that is strong and special. I know how much Chase or any son, wants and needs the approval and love from their dad. I see that changing daily and that makes me happy for him.
John, I could go on and on about what kind of a dad he is but you all know that....Like D and Sam, thank you for choosing a woman with a child and loving them the same!! Chase feels your love--the same love you have for Cait and Ty. I truly feel you have so many qualities that have been listed above...endless effort to making your family feel loved and special. You take off work to go to games the world which means world to the kids. You exercise with the kids, play, wrestle, fix trucks, fish, surf, cuddle, cook, clean, pray, smile, laugh, give advice and the list is endless. God made you for us and I hope we make you feel loved and appreciated DAILY!! I love you babe!
John want to go the beach for father's day...so we did! It was a fun day. We decided to eat dinner at Cracker Barrel on the way home--everyone wanted breakfast for dinner. :) yummy!
We got him a new reel...his made horrible sounds, Reefs and a resistance band.
This was Ty on the way home...he was pooped!